Why me, why now.....

I believe that this sickness is put on my path to prove or resolve something and for me to be an example to others in how to deal with it. As a son, a father, a brother, a friend....

I also believe that He has given me early warning by letting the specialist find the tumor early. 

For that I am so grateful.

I trust in you my Father, I put my hand in Yours so You can lead me. Allow me to take action as I see fit while I follow you.