Purpose of this blog

My name is Cor and this is my story dealing with mucosal melanoma (MM) in my nose which was diagnosed on 10 Jan 2017. I am married and have 2 kids. I write and update this blog to reach out to all my loved ones far away with updates and my state of mind and also to share information with other patients.

Sunday, July 09, 2017

Desire to heal and the role of Will power

When my will is not strong enough, hope cannot be turned into decision. Then desire is left where it is, inside, leaving feelings of frustration with what is and what could have been.....

The image in my soul of becoming completely healthy is a desire. Desiring this to happen in reality is a decision. The will to be satisfied with what you can have can be weak or strong, also known as your will power. This will power turns desire into decision to make it happen = reality.

Perfection is a desire to be reduced or increased in steps. Truth and reality are out there and enter the soul through the senses.  The soul needs to stay open to those senses so that signals can then be received and perfection (e.g perfect health) can be achieved.

Dreams are firing passion and willpower to reach out and make desires real, make decisions. Gardening, walks, wines, travel, marriage, raising kids AND getting well again !

Also, a special person can satisfy you in many ways but impossibly in all. Thats where decision comes in to opt to desire to do it alone or with another soul and generate feelings of happiness together and sometime alone in solitude. 

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